I know, I was wrong - and I admitted it. Once in a blue moon, I would lost control on myself, not only on my rage but verbatim, in almost in every aspect of my own life. Sometimes, I would blame everything myself on everything that had occurred in this petty life of mine - this is truly horrifying, but I will always be finding myself in a deep guilt, profound remorse.
Aaaand, that actually doesn't matter.
Though how many times we are claiming ourselves that we are not happy, having a mood swings, compilation of stressful day, and being unappreciated - one crucial thing that I have detected is that, there's a lot, a lot of people are much more in hardships and trouble than we are. Likewise, when we are complaining that we do not have enough merriness which we need in our life yet other people are grieving in misery as they are losing their loved ones in front of their eyes.
Kids here, would be asking their fathers and mothers when they will be able to visit the new theme park in Legoland but some other unfortunate kids will be crying, forcing their parents to answer them when will the war end.. Where has the humanity gone? Millions lost their life in wars throughout the history. Wars had given nothing or benefits yet sorrows and morbidity. Life has been cheaper than before. Have not you learnt anything from the past? I thought that was the point of History lessons conducted in school. Humans, that is so typical. So much greed, lust, and anything related to it. Just because they are really obsess on something they really want, they will go beyond the humanity, starting to perform immoral deeds. Murders and killing spree everywhere. I hate it. Especially what I call genocide which is currently happening in Palestine by ruthless Israelis.
I do not know how to fix everything, I am just hopeless, powerless.
PRAY FOR GAZA!
One day, the truth and justice will prevail, InshaAllah. Be strong, brothers and sisters... Our prays will be always by your side.
