Belladonna

Time, it is always being jealous with my life. It passes by in it's fast lane without turning back. I'm not making the prologue of this entry epic, yet orthodoxy in yours and mine reading has proven it.

IT IS;
December,
The end of 2012 is coming. The new year of 2013 will be approaching, still.. My life had, has, zero improvement from the resolutions I had made a few years back. I swore an oath to myself for a change, in a good way, of course - but I didn't. Now, I'm in remorse, in the sea of regrets of what I had decided before. I chose a wrong path, way, making this petty life with erroneous deeds, and here I am. Still like a log, rotten yet no change at all.

I am well-aware that I had been away from blogging for awhile, that's because I was busy instagram-ing all the time. I was pretty addicted yet I know it was just a waste of time. I was trying to make an entry as possible in November yet I could not. I was like having a flu in my brain that every ideas which were supposed to be written and rested in this graving blog.

Don't you notice about the post title? BELLADONNA, means a pretty girl yet it's actually a type of deadly poisonous charming plant. I am still breathing on this earth, and Alhamdulillah...

Assalamualaikum and Happy December!