I have this major problem. A massive one that I could barely even handle it that I had almost turning myself away every time I am facing this issue. The thing here is, I forgot, had forgotten, forget, am forgetting, will be - in each time I am in the amidst of crowd and people. I have always been keeping myself to a low-profile, trying not to stand out so much, trying to control myself, pressuring my mind, my body not to mix with others. Yep, this may sound crazy, but I do not feel any comfort at all being in any type of people, perhaps that I do not yet to come across with people whom I really sure that they will get along with me and understand me so much more than I could do. I am feeling pathetic, people are seeing me as an egoist, hypocrite, and et cetera which is making me looking that I am the villain here.
