The title had said all. There's nothing left that I wanted to say so much to myself than "Hey, girl! You should stop procrastinating, being tardy as hell and pretend that actually you have all the time in this world". I do not want to talk about my failing grades in school, I guess it's going to be the wretch-est I have ever had. I do not want to talk about my life, it is just boring and typical.
I usually sleep around 2-3 am and I will sleep soundly, well not really soundly since occasionally I will be having nightmares just like everyone else has. Not to mention that I will always wake up out of my bed groggily finding out that I have missed breakfast and brunch since it is commonly lunchtime. I sleep late because I did not realize how fast the time fled. Once you are into something, I am telling you, you are so going to be irretrievably lost within the hours. It feels the twenty-four hours that are provided for me is not enough to finish off all the unaccomplished things which I should have done within a day.
Complaining and bitching about things, I know will not aid even a single thing. Sometimes, I will easily lose my temper, and all the verve to do the things that I should do will disappear into thin air, I suppose. It is just that feeling when you are vying of something then something, or someone abruptly sores and aches you until down to your heart that you cannot even thwart all those feelings of anger consequently you cannot do anything instead of frowning and moaning in fiery madness, and just waiting for yourself to cool off. Yeah, that's me. I am THAT kind of person whom you want to avoid when in vexed since I can do things which is out of my norm. For instance, when I am furious I will throw things, and using cursing words as I can to curse people who has infuriated me. Worse, if that particular person irked me so much, I would be fantasizing the annoying person death in the most ignominious ways that I could think off, but since homicide is illegal and only cost me sins, so...
Well, after all, I have a lot of alternatives to ease my annoyance. So, maybe it will not be such, such big issue to me, for at this very moment - but who knows?
I really, really, really, really, should stop being lazy, and get my sloth bum out of the couch or bed.
