Hari malang... T-T *the failure of NUFATIAMIA

Assalamualaikum, today, is one of the worst day I've ever had!! Yeah the worst one!! I got C, for my english paper.. For the very first time.. Inilah akibatnya, TERLALU SIBUK akan dunia AKU, sampai tak ingat belajar!! Kebetulan pula, selepas English period, KKQ! Yeah, aku dah tak ada mood nak belajar, time tu, rasa frust sangat. I couldn't cry, all things that I did was smiling and laughing at myself, trying to keep my tears from falling!! I'm feeling so IDIOT! SO? Yeah, I'm dead, my father will kill me.. Hahaha... It's not actually, but.... ARGGH, it's horrible to describe this feeling.... I'm really determine now, what ever happens, I must get 9 As this second semester.. LOL, my ENGLISH result is C!! I'm fool, fooler than anyone else on earth, because my marks, arrggh!! It's complicated!! I don't know what to say... Blank...

Back to the point, hari ni sepatutnya TASMIK kat depan Ustazah, Surah Nuh, ayat 1-15, tapi entah kenapa, semua yang aku hafal, HILANG, MELAYANG, jadi SUPERMAN kot? Then, disebabkan aku tak boleh baca, aku didenda oleh ustazah dengan kawan-kawan yang lain yang turut tak hafal... Akhirnya, aku didenda JALAN ITIK, aduh, sengal otot-otot paha aku... Lepastu, tawaf sekeliling bangunan, dari kelas aku (2 Ix), kelas 2 Dur, kelas 2 All, 1 Ix, 1 Dur, 1 All, 4 All, 4 Ix, 4 Dur dan 4 All.. all my friends were feeling embarrassed, but, I don't have any feelings about that, it's all because I got C in English, and my KH is also C, lol.. I'm aiming to get As for these two subjects, but, unfortunately, aku ni, "MELEPASKAN BATUK DI TANGGA SAHAJA".



For this second semester.. I PROMISE TO..

• get straight As in EYE (End Year Examination)
• make sure that I'm focusing on my studies, not the Internet, games, etc.
• be a good girl.
• respect all the elders, even though,only 1 second older than me.
• study, focus, learn, more.
• REDUCE my time for 'the not-really useful things'

But, I failed this time..

Hahaha, aku rasa BM aku lagi teruk dari BI, sebab BM ni, jarang aku nak skor.. Tengoklah nanti result!! ARGGH!! Aku tak nak malas dan suka bertangguh lagi!!!

KENA FOKUS LEBIH kat ENGLISH, BAHASA MELAYU dan KEMAHIRAN TEKNIKAL(KH)

HWAITING FOR ME!!!!

 I think I'm getting worse day by day!! Help ME!