I died a lot inside.

I am so sick of myself, I am so fed up with all my emotional rampage which had been going on a roller coaster ride. I hate people so much - I just cannot trust anyone but myself.


I respected YOU so much, I even admired you, for your intelligence, for your outspokenness - but, you on your own had crashed all of it.

Please stop being a judgmental person. Stop it. It is depressing.

I am depressed, stressed, all pressed, like a fruit punch.