Happy Holiday.
It's too cliché, my life is too typical. I am a boring person. I had never thought that I was as this boring that I could take people deep to their sleep when I was around them. Thus, that's why I was, am, always alone, solitude, secluded, away from people because I am boring. Talking about holiday, you will not know how boring my life will be inn this two weeks holiday and yes, I am back from school, and just having a two-weeks leave from gruelling with books, teachers, and so on. Still, I am feeling glad even though this holiday going to turn out monotonous that I am free from homework, oh yeah~ Oh yeah~ Oh yeah~
School was absolutely hell and heaven. There were always good times and bad times. I had laughed a lot being with my schoolmates, classmates, and my room mates. Despite all of that, I am still reeling with my friend, Feezah. She was a good friend of mine. We always found together. It was like we were both best friend. But, everything was doomed until a few weeks ago that she started to leave me alone and she did not even want to talk to me. It hurt, annoyed, irked, me so much that I did not even know what the hell I had done to her that she had behaved like that to me. I felt betrayed. I miss her so much, I miss how she had teased me, how I always getting mad at her and nagged her at Maghrib just because she was late to go to the prayer hall in my school to perform Maghrib and Isha' prayers together. I am really disappointed with her, and myself.
I do not know when will I stop pretending and not being myself. I am clueless. Yet, I am lucky to have Amira and Shahira, they are wonderful twin that I have ever met in my life. They are so nice to me even though sometime things are getting awkward between us. It felt so warming to be around them. I had never felt this happy to have friends. Maybe it's a blessing in a disguise that I had to transfer from my old school into a boarding school.
