Life is a great big canvas, and you should throw all the paint on it you can.
- Danny Kaye
As life is full with opportunities which you must compete with another human around you in order to gain the advantages in your life, there are also obstacles and barriers that you should overcome. Maybe, some of you right now, at this very moment, are thinking that life is not worth at all to live. Why? Because of the stress from the world, right? Many people had depressed, and took a short cut which is what I called escapism from problem with killing themselves by suicidal. You and I know that suicide is not a good thing, in fact it is a bad thing. When ever you think that death is the only way out, probably you are thinking about suicide at that time. My question to you is, why do people cannot help themselves from suicide? Why? Is there even an answer for my question? I myself, not sure about that.
People around me always thinking that I am not even taking my life seriously, I never care about others' feeling. Thus, they let me alone, being an alien to them and I, myself. If you think that I am just toying around and living like I am going to live forever, yes I am. But actually, the truth behind all the lies is that I am just a human, I am not strong, I am weak, indeed. Sometimes, I am feeling insecure and lost, but I try to ease those type of feelings by smiling, laughing, joking. However, people are still not getting my sense humour, reasons why I am smiling and laughing even though it is in hard time, when people are worrying about themselves. It is not that I do not have feelings but it is just complicated. To be frank, words cannot really describe the reasons why. Maybe you are not going to believe me, but what am I telling is the real truth about me and my views of life. Some people take this life as they live forever, while the others live as they are going to die tomorrow. I do not know which type of group where I belong. But I am really sure that I am in the middle of these two types of people. Perhaps once in a time I had overreacted and being redundant all the time, and I am very sorry if I had annoyed you so much. I do not mean to offend anyone, my attention is just to make sure myself free from stress and negativeness, alongside to make sure that people around me are happy as me as well.
On and off, the selfishness overcomes me. To be sincere, I am tired to be me, to be someone who is being selfish, occasionally. Forget about being selfish, let us just live our life happily until the end, right? I am not going to talk a lot about life because, who am I to question about our life, I am just a merely faint girl. Maybe I look bold and strong to you, but I hide and cover it by boasting myself and showing to people that I am no Courage The Cowardly Dog. By the way, Happy 15Th Birthday to my dear friend, Farahain! May Allah will always bless you. Amin!
People around me always thinking that I am not even taking my life seriously, I never care about others' feeling. Thus, they let me alone, being an alien to them and I, myself. If you think that I am just toying around and living like I am going to live forever, yes I am. But actually, the truth behind all the lies is that I am just a human, I am not strong, I am weak, indeed. Sometimes, I am feeling insecure and lost, but I try to ease those type of feelings by smiling, laughing, joking. However, people are still not getting my sense humour, reasons why I am smiling and laughing even though it is in hard time, when people are worrying about themselves. It is not that I do not have feelings but it is just complicated. To be frank, words cannot really describe the reasons why. Maybe you are not going to believe me, but what am I telling is the real truth about me and my views of life. Some people take this life as they live forever, while the others live as they are going to die tomorrow. I do not know which type of group where I belong. But I am really sure that I am in the middle of these two types of people. Perhaps once in a time I had overreacted and being redundant all the time, and I am very sorry if I had annoyed you so much. I do not mean to offend anyone, my attention is just to make sure myself free from stress and negativeness, alongside to make sure that people around me are happy as me as well.
On and off, the selfishness overcomes me. To be sincere, I am tired to be me, to be someone who is being selfish, occasionally. Forget about being selfish, let us just live our life happily until the end, right? I am not going to talk a lot about life because, who am I to question about our life, I am just a merely faint girl. Maybe I look bold and strong to you, but I hide and cover it by boasting myself and showing to people that I am no Courage The Cowardly Dog. By the way, Happy 15Th Birthday to my dear friend, Farahain! May Allah will always bless you. Amin!
3 comments:
Y U DONT WANT TO COMMENT MY POSTAS? LOLOLOLOLOL!
IT is not escapism but ostracism just kidding, shoot!
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